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I grew strangely excited. I mean, I knew it was just a silly reflection on a truck. It's not as if Jesus showed up on the highway and said follow me (though I-95 would be an interesting road to Damascus). Nevertheless, I was praying and the sudden appearance of the cross was a comfort. It was almost as if Jesus was egging me on. "Come on, Stephen, follow me, catch up, run after me. You can do it." Now relax, I didn't start speeding down I-95 in pursuit of a cross on a truck. Try explaining that to the state trooper. "Sir, any reason you were speeding this evening?" "Yes officer, I was following after Jesus. He was on that truck." I might be found "not guilty by reason of mental defect" for that speeding ticket.
The blessing of this story was to recall that I am to be pursuing Christ at high speed, chasing after Him because He is the prize. Hebrews 12:1-2 reads, "Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles. And let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us, fixing our eyes on Jesus, the pioneer and perfecter of faith" (NIV). Paul tells us to run to get the prize (1 Cor. 9:24). We are to run - we are to chase - after Jesus.
I think of the prizes that I run to win. It is tempting to run after things likes ministry, success, vacation time, types of cars, types of people, etc. And while the things we desire are not intrinsically evil or bad for us, they become problematic when we have taken our eyes off of the cross and place them on an item or person or concept.
Here comes the big point, okay? If we are following after Jesus, He will not withhold one good thing from those whose walk is blameless (Psalm 84:11). "Oh, but my walk isn't blameless," you might say. "I still idolize things, I still struggle with selfishness or socioeconomic status or pride or lust or resentment or anger." Saint, are you not redeemed by the blood of the lamb? Are you not covered by the blood of Jesus? Did you commit your ways to the Lord Jesus? At the point of justification, Jesus covers you in His blood and makes you blameless. Have you ever thought of yourself as blameless?
Don't let me provide you with false comfort. If you are voluntarily walking in willful disobedience to the Lord, the Lord is going to frustrate your plans and discipline you because He loves you. Do not expect to walk into the land of milk and honey if you are stealing milk and have fourteen honeys. Yet when we put away childish things (1 Cor. 13:11) and follow after Jesus (Matthew 4:19), He is faithful to bless the blameless.
Chasing after Jesus is the greatest adventure known to all mankind. True story.

If I didnt love you, Stephen my friend, I probably would hate you... But let me explain why first. lol
ReplyDeleteBeing imperfect and selfish as I am, one of my biggest struggles is against pride and vain... And how hard it is to read your blog and find there all my flaws and issues, slapping me in the face and saying "it's time to change, time to let go of all this junk you treasure and truly accept God's ways!"...
And even though I see it and understand it, yet, it's so hard to actually do it. In any other circumstances, I would hide all this under a calm and peaceful mask but I actually find it very freeing to vent about it here. Maybe admitting is the first step for the change...
Really hope so.
Samira, I first want to thank you for faithfully posting on the blogs. Very encouraging! And I want you to know that I am with you on this. My own blog irritates me, frustrates me. God is constantly working on these issues with me. Every blog I post is something I have struggled with or I am struggling to conquer. Remember 2 Corinthians 1. Paul tells us that we go through all of these things so we can receive comfort from God and then comfort others with the comfort that we have received. While I'm not glad that pride and vanity are a struggle for you, I am glad that we both recognize their affects on our lives and trust God to deal with us accordingly. He is our only hope.
ReplyDeletedef no need to thank for it, reading your blog helps me a lot and (Im sure you can relate to this feeling)as a writer-wannabe, sometimes to really understand something I need to write about what I think about it...
ReplyDeletenow about our struggle... in a weird way, to me, it is comforting and encouraging to see that people much better than I and with a stronger faith, that have been walking on God's path for so long and truly dedicating their lives to His Word and Work also struggle with things like this. It gives me hope that Im not lost and God still loves me even though Im not the perfect child He wants me to be...